Happiness

Why am I like I am??? I should have already learned...
I am always in love for the wrong person, and then get down because of it!!! I shouldn´t care about man!!! But I do!!! I should be happy somehow but I am not!!!
I have a good job, I have a good salary, I have few great friends but I don´t have what I most like...someone to love and be loved!!! That´s what I miss!!!
He´ll be far from me for a while...and I´ll miss him!!!! I know he doens´t worth it but I know I will...I can´t denied it to myself...take care!!!