quinta de feriado

Thursday, holiday, time to relax!!! And I am feeling so much better than some days ago!!!!

Well, I´ve been thinking a lot about things that has to change in my life!! And to enjoy more my life is a start, isn´t??? I am not going to waste my time crying for something that it doesn´t worth a single tear.

I woke up late, have my hair cutted, pickep my niece up, went to the supermaket to buy popcorn and coca, and now I am watching Narnia, well..Prince Caspian, I really like this movie!!!!

I´ve just received a link for a new blog called burnagebyburnage, I didn´t read it yet but it´s seems to be from someone who lives in Manchester, I suppose, though is written in Italian...I am confused now! The fact is: I liked it at the first glance because there´s a pic of my favourite man in this world...guess who it´s is!!! I am going to follow this blog for sure...

Well...a nice Easter Holiday for everyone... for you too NDTG

06 years

Nobody will ever understand what I feel about you!!! After 21april it will be 06 years (long years) without seeing you and I still can feel the way I feel before!!! I know you are fine, your life is pretty nice!! God Bless you!!! H.L.Y 4ever

A change in my life!!!!

All my friends are changing their lives and I wonder, what about mine?? Keep just the same, nothing changed at all!!! I am so sorry if you can´t stand more this kind of text of mine, but it´s my life!! I am tired of being single, I am tired of my normal life and I just don´t know what to do to change it. And worst of all, I am so sure that this change depends just on me!! But how should I start? Is there any path I have to follow? Is there any answer to my questions? Is there any way to achieve my happiness? Once I heard, somewhere, that the happiness is inside of us, but please tell me...where?? I´ve been searching everywhere, but didn´t find it. I know, I belive is there, but somehow is hidden in such a way that it seems it doesn´t want to be found. I know the changes depends on me...I can ask for an advice for a closer friend but it´s going to be me who will decide it. If I look through the bible and considering the knowledge I received at church and also from my mum the answer is Jesus. He can give me all the happiness I need! I swear I pray for it and I bet he listen to it, but things just doesn´t happen and don´t ask me why. If I knew I wouldn´t be here asking for that!! What a mess!!!! I just ask for a bit of love?? Do I have to beg for that??? I just want to find my wonderwall and stop crying my heart out!

I´ll be there for you!!!

Eu sempre estarei lá por você!!! Você meu Pai, minha mãe, meu irmão, minha sobrinha, meu sobrinho, minhas cunhadas, meus amigos, e também por você!!!! Pra todos eu posso dizer isso, menos pra você, mas eu sei que você sabe que eu estarei sempre lá por você e pra você!!!! I'll be there for you These five words I swear to you When you breathe I want to be the air for you I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you Steal the sun from the sky for you Words can't say what a love can do I'll be there for you...