MY BORING WEEK

You know those weeks you want to forget!!! Nothing special happened, and maybe that´s the problem!!!!
House: My father and my mum are a little sick!!! Dad went to the hospital twice, did some exams but the doctor still don´t know what he has!!!
Mum went yesterday because her knees are inflamed, hard to walk and work!

Job: I was suppose to work from 8h30 a.m to 6h30 p.m, but I´ve been working from 8 to 9/10/11 p.m, and when I arrive at home I am so tired and all I want to do is take a shower and sleep for at least 5 hours a day! I used to love my work, sometimes I still do, but I am getting tired of working so much! Don´t have time to myself! To do the things I like...to live!

Love: I can´t be with the one I love! And I can´t stand the idea of being alone again... well...did I once have him?? Nope...we were together but not together ...hard to explain, and it´s not a place I can talk about it...

And to complete yesterday I was alone, as always, in my room, locked!!! Doing what I like watching "One Tree Hill" season 5 and when was time to lunch I went to have it with mum and dad, and my mum started to complain that I am always locked in my room and this is called depression. I like to stay in my room where I can read, watch, listen, do whatever I want... specially cry if I want to and nobody ansking why I am crying!!! They have a lot of problems don´t need more, so I stay in my room... and she can´t understand that! At the end I didn´t have lunch, came back to my room.....

I need some changes...and as soon as possible!!!